I am not allowing myself to think ahead beyond our egg retrieval. It's working. Maybe a little too well, because to be honest, I'm hardly thinking ahead at all. My mind is quiet and still about what might be.
We did decide to participate in the research study. At first I was a little reluctant to relinquish control, but now I feel relieved to know that it is entirely out of our hands. We don't have to think about what to do if x, y or z. The doctors will figure it all out, if there is anything to figure.
It's getting close to baseline time. Just a few days to go.