Friday, July 3, 2015

In the Clouds

John & I are down the shore for the weekend. I woke up completely miserable, and feeling so heavy and sad. I miss my baby. 

I went for a walk to work out some of my emotions. I was out there for over three hours just wandering around. There were roses everywhere! I walked to the other side of the bay, through two towns, through a park, and on two boardwalks. 

While I was at the park, I spent some time on the swings. I haven't been on a swing in years. When I was a kid, I would swing for ever and ever. I just loved it. As I was swinging, I was thinking about Rosa. Maybe if I swung high enough, I could reach my feet out towards heaven and get closer to my babies. It made me feel better to try. 

While I was swinging, I looked at the clouds and saw a huge, fluffy cloud. It had three heart shaped holes in it... I instantly thought of Rosa, Robin & Frostie Ninja. I think they were there, saying hi to their mama <3

I love you, babies <3 

1 comment:

  1. <3 this post. and <3 you, Rosa, Robin & Frostie Ninja. They love their mama.