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Wednesday, June 4, 2014

IUI #5 - Trigger

Today is CD9, and I went in for my second monitoring appointment (first ultrasound) for this cycle. To say that I'm more relaxed about this time around is a major understatement. I haven't been obsessing about cycle days, or even asking the nurse about my hormone levels. I was doing my core workout last night when I suddenly realized that I FORGOT to take my Follistim. I was two hours late for my date with the needle - no big deal, I took the shot as soon as I remembered - but it just slipped my mind. Honestly... I don't care! I know this isn't going to work, and while I'd love to be graced with a miracle, I'm not counting on it. Maybe that sounds sad to most people who will read this, but I am at peace with it.

I saw most of my favorite people at my monitoring appointment this morning. The nurse who did my blood draw is so funny - we always crack up whenever she's there. Dr. J and my favorite nurse did my ultrasound. My lining is measuring at 6.6. That's great! Time for the follicle count. Oh, lawd, my ovaries are WORKIN' IT just like they always do. I have three in the mature range and five in the 'gonna catch up' range.

As my doctor was calling out the measurements, my favorite nurse said, "Is this a typical response for Cici?" Why yes. Yes, it is. My ovaries are a couple of annoying bitches! They're always like, 'Heyyyyyyy, we're working so hard up in here! Notice me! Notice me! Do you feel that??' I swear, it's like they're fishing for compliments or something.

I am triggering tonight and the IUI will be on Friday. Probably the best part of all this is that Johnny's cup is currently in the refrigerator AT WORK. (My clinic puts a liquid in the cup that needs to be refrigerated up until 30 minutes before sample production) Ironic when I think of all the times people around here carelessly stated, "There's something in the water!" in response to all the pregnant teachers.

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  1. I understand where you're coming from, but I am still keeping my fingers crossed hard for you, love!!! And lol at the cup in the fridge at work!

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    1. Thank you, dear <3 I hope in my 'ultra relaxed' state of mind that I don't forget the cup in the fridge!!! HAHAHAHA!

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  2. Praying for you super hard!!! This could be it, never lose hope. On the other hand, so happy to hear you're so relaxed- so much stress is never good for you!

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  3. I think it's good to be relaxed. I know how much you want this and an IUI has better odds than a regular cycle so I'm keeping everything crossed for Friday. Best of luck xoxoxo

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    1. Thanks TTC :) It's definitely a nice feeling to not be so hyper focused on my ovaries every two seconds (though they are making it hard to ignore! I can feel things happening in there!)

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  4. Just wanted you to know that I'm checking in on you often and will be saying prayers. Big, gigantic hugs to you!

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  5. I understand you not having your hopes up, but I am keeping the faith for you that your miracle is just around the corner. I love that you kept the cup in the work fridge. LOL Sending you so much love and good juju. <3 <3

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    1. Haha! I almost walked out without the cup! I turned right back around and got it though!

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  6. I absolutely understand where you are coming from as well! I feel the same way about my next IUI, but I still have my FX hard for you! xox

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    1. Thank you, FM :) And I have my FX for your IUI too! Isn't it funny the way that we can be so much more hopeful for each other!?

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