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Sunday, June 23, 2013

Losing the Battle to Stay Positive



I have genuinely been making an effort to replace every negative thought with a positive thought. Today, I am doing a bad job at it. Here's why:

  • CD 21, 7 dpIUI
  • Spotting yesterday (although it is possible that it was IB, it is not probable)
  • PMS symptoms started yesterday and are intensifying today
  • Today's temp dipped down to my cover line
  • I just have a feeling...

Since I am not able to come up with any positive thoughts right now to replace the above, I'm going to get busy with my day. I get to see my beautiful, adorable niece and give her the Baptism gift that I made (pictures to follow). I get to spend time with my family. I wonder if Krissy will be showing... AH! I just caught myself with another negative thought. Erase, erase, erase!!! 


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8 comments:

  1. Say1009June 23, 2013 at 3:06 PM

    I have a positive thought for you!! YOU ARE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL WITH A HUSBAND WHO LOVES YOU!!

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    1. RunDreamerJune 23, 2013 at 4:33 PM

      Say, thank you so much! I needed that! I'm going to focus on my awesome husband and doggie instead of wallowing in self doubt.

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  2. ChickinNHJune 24, 2013 at 5:45 AM

    Wow, this second commenter really had great advice ;-)
    Just wanted to say that I'm keeping my FX that it's the illusive implantation bleeding!!

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    1. RunDreamerJune 24, 2013 at 6:35 AM

      Yeah, I don't know what that was about?! It seemed "spammy" so I deleted it... Anyway, thanks for your positive thoughts! I'm all out of them, so it makes me feel better knowing someone else is able to keep the faith for me :)

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  3. jaytee16June 24, 2013 at 8:12 AM

    I have been thinking about you and sending positive vibes your way! When you're having trouble staying positive and keeping the negatives thoughts at bay, know that there are people out there who are rooting for you and sending lots of good juju to you!!

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  4. AnonymousJune 25, 2013 at 7:58 AM

    I know it's so hard to stay positive when all you see and/or feel are negative thoughts and results, BUT, WE are all here keeping the positive thoughts FOR YOU and staying positive for you. And of course, I'm here when you need to vent like hell. :-)

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  5. doodmamaJune 25, 2013 at 8:05 PM

    Wishing you luck! I know positivity is difficult, but hopefully this is it for you~

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